hmmmm what to say its been a couple weeks since my last blog.
Weight as of last friday 16th was 199, pounds lost -1, which was a nice because week 2 can be a let down after a big week like week 1. The body readjusts to the exercise and shortage of food. My weekend was less than steller for eating...lets just say allotted points a day with weight watchers is around 30 for my weight category and i had 2 days of 50 plus!!!!!
This week has been a struggle mostly because i am hungry all the time and with my hypoglycemia issues, not eating isnt really an option, so its figuring out what fills you up longer for less calories!
I was falling into the pity category and feeling sorry for myself..really being the victim and that crap only my fat ass put me where i am today. Lucky or unluckily depending on how you choose to see it, i had a bit of a wake up call tonight. I had to be fitted for a bridesmaid dress tonight and after being measured they decided to enlighten me with the fact that i am a size 24!!!! and to add salt to the wound tell me that i have to pay another $30 for being "plus sized"!! wow those ladies know how to make you feel good about yourself!!. Well maybe this happened to wake me up to the fact that i really dont have a choice anymore reagrding my weight...its something i just have to beat, to overcome to let go!(literally) I am no longer "chubby" volumtpous" or "curvy", I am now just plain ol' fat or obese to be politically correct.
The only comfort i can find in this experience is now knowing i have a time line the wedding date is may 16th and i have 3 .5 months to do some damage...wish me luck!
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